My favorite poem

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
by David M. Romano

When tomorrow starts without me,

and I'm not there to see;

If the sun should rise and find your eyes,

all filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry,

the way you did today,

while thinking of the many things,

we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,

as much as I love you,

and each time that you think of me,

I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,

please try to understand,

that an Angel came and called my name,

and took me by the hand,

and said my place was ready,

in heaven far above,

and that I'd have to leave behind,

all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,

a tear fell from my eye,

for all life, I'd always thought,

I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,

so much yet to do,

it seemed almost impossible,

that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,

the good ones and the bad,

I thought of all the love we shared,

and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,

just even for awhile,

I'd say goodbye and kiss you

and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,

that this could never be,

for emptiness and memories,

would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,

I might miss come tomorrow,

I thought of you, and when I did,

my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,

I felt so much at home.

When God looked down and smiled at me,

from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,

and all I've promised you".

Today for life on earth is past,

but here it starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,

but today will always last,

and since each day's the same day,

there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,

so trusting and so true.

Though there were times you did some things,

you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven

and now at last you're free.

So won't you take my hand

and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,

don't think we're far apart,

for every time you think of me,

I'm right here... in your heart.

痛

今天的心情很Blue

忧郁的有如午后的天气

阴阴的，飘着丝丝小雨

坐在车里，听着和心情一样blue的色士风

看着打在车窗上的雨滴

犹如颗颗晶莹的泪珠顺着玻璃窗轻轻地很优雅地滑落

努力想集中精神把自己从遥远的思绪中拉回现实----虽然现实是如此残酷

感觉到自己的心痛竟是如此的强烈

该过去的，都应该过去，但为何却如此地不忍

只因自己错过的 是一路来努力寻找的吗？

不是说缘分天注定吗？ 既然无缘，却又为何会在茫茫人海中相遇

如说有缘，却又为何瞬间即逝 留下的只是挥之不去的牵挂 以及刻骨铭心的痛与不舍！

处事成熟

常说处事成熟，是一个人生存在社会上的重要条件。多数人都相信圆滑巧妙的待人接物，叫做成熟。其实，这误解了成熟的意义。

平时处事， 应当忠厚待人，不可快嘴快舌，刺伤别人。但这并不意味着 一个看风使舵，面面俱到的人，就是具有高尚品格的人，别人讲的话，如果正当，当然要加以尊重，虚心接受，如若不当，却也不该委曲求全。圆滑巧妙的人，是不肯得罪别人的，这种圆滑只能被视为一种老化的现象，失去了人生的斗志，不是真的成熟。

理想的成熟是外圆内方，保留四个正大光明的角，随时准备去捍卫自己的原则，试想：是非曲直都不敢辩的人能算成熟吗？

忽然之间

忽然之间，想起往日的朋友，翻开那些厚厚的信，堆积着的卡，和那些凌乱的记忆，努力的回忆着以往的点点滴滴，一起欢笑过的，一起流过的泪，好想大声地对你们说：你们好，是否还记得往日我们曾共同编织过的梦，虽然现在天各一方，我依然想念你们！ 记得那首歌吗？那首你们为我点唱的歌，它时常悠悠的在我耳边回响，让我们拥有着留在记忆的情感，让风儿吹送着我的思念飘寄予你们......永远祝福你们一生平安！

信任

信任比爱还重，没有爱，但有信任关系仍然可以维持，而且坚如磐石，可是如果没有信任，纵有爱，有欣赏甚至利益，一切也如沙上的城堡，瞬间就会瓦解。


但人与人之间，信任却是最简单又最难的事，信任自己，有时也很难，唯有处在绝续存亡的关头，方能看出一个人是不是拥有极大的信任能力——对自己，对世界，对命运本身，谁都会迷路，自以为成熟理智的我们，不是也常常左转右转，找不到出口，在最艰难的时刻对自己对命运信靠。


人生像是盲目的走在悬崖边上，无所依傍，却谁也不能停止不动，我们还是要一步一步走下去，信任每一步---除此之外，无可信任....

牛刀小试

亲爱的部落格，

我来了！！！